so like things haven't been that great, from my perspective. i don't think you realize it, but i have so much to say. i was almost there, but then you shut me down. again. i know when i said it, it sounded like i didn't love you. but i really do, with all my heart.
i just wanna know if you do. i mean i believe you when you tell me, because i trust you 100%. but it's the way you say it now, it's not the same.
"love you" "ily" .
i mean it might sound like i'm overreacting but i can't help it because this is how i take those little phrases.
the way we talk now, its not the samee. everytime i try to bring it up in a convo, you seem to shut me down. & if i wanna just tell you, it won't even come out & when the right words start coming in, you shut me down.
plus, i hesitate to even say it at all cause something will hit me again . like i just have this feeling .
lately, we haven't been at our best but we're still strong . we're hanging on.
i know you're getting frustrated, but you don't even know my side.
i'm getting so frustrated to the point i wanna explode. i think about it so much, i could cry. i want you to know so bad, i could die.
there's so many more things i wanna tell you, besides this.
it's just the fact i can't say it.
i just wanna know or feel like you mean it when you say "love you" or "ily"
cause i believe you, i really do, it's just i dont know .
& i know i haven't said this for a while, but :
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