unexpected.

i haven't smiled in the longest.
i haven't laughed in the longest.
well, i have, but i didnt really mean it.
how much longer could i go?
it gets worse everyday.
let's rewind & freeze.
tell me what went wrong.
tell me how to fix this.
that day, why that day?
whats so special there?
i finally smiled, & meant it.
you see me again.
& you noticed.
even one word can mean so much to me.
because of whats going on.
does this mean everything you previously said changed?
even just a little?
what does this mean?
those little phrases or just those words.
just made my day.
i dont know how to explain it, but it did.
i still dont know what it means though.
because all of it came;



unexpectedly.